bored but busy

Hiiiii how are we all doing? I'll start.

I'm feeling okay. Not bad, not splendid or whatever. Just fine. I've actually been struggling with writer's block a bit these days, and I've been brainstorming for days, at the same time I've been distracted with reading. But there's this poem I recently finished writing, I haven't shared it with people yet, and I'm still hesitant about sharing it. Maybe I will, later. 

So recently I had a nice little chat with one of my very good friends about how weekends are getting as dull as weekdays and they don't have much difference anymore. I don't know how we got into that conversation but we did anyway. She asked me if I could relate to "getting excited for weekends but when they're finally here u're like, 'OK, now what?'" and I hate to admit it but yes, I can relate to that one. We figured it's definitely due to the fact that we've been on lockdown for a while now and, well, yeah. Now, it's like, it's up to us to keep ourselves from feeling bored; like we have to do fun stuff. Usually, on weekends we get to go out, right? Now we can't even go to school. But I still get excited for weekends, it's just when they're finally here, I become clueless. Sometimes, I miss early-lockdown vibes because it was much more fun compared to the current lockdown. It was actually a little exciting too. Like, "Ooooh staying home for weeks?? No school????? SOUNDS FUN!!!!!" Now.. bleugh.

Anyways,

I'm curious about what all of us have been doing at home during this pandemic, like what are u guys doing to keep urselves from feeling bored? As for me, like I mentioned earlier, I've been reading, writing, scrolling through social media for a huge amount of time a day, watching TV, what else?? Eating too, gaming sometimes. OH! Speaking of reading, I'm currently so into a couple stories I'm reading online through this app called Webtoon. I'm sure u've heard of it, it's pretty famous. I've actually had the app since 2019 but I barely used it until early 2021, I got bored and decided to read some stories from it which was wise because now I'm kind of obsessed with it, it helps to distract me from feeling bored. Well, sometimes. U should check it out, it has various genres of stories and- just check it out. Besides reading webcomics, I've also been reading e-novels(?) web novels(?), IDK what u call them but u read novels on ur phone. Yeah, fun stuff. 

I wish I had a bicycle to cycle around my home area. Well that was random. The truth is, I've been BORED. But it's not like I'm not doing anything at all these days, I keep myself busy, I do, and I've always had the motivation to do things but all these things I've been doing seem to slowly bore me. Probably because I do them every day now and at some point, of course, they're gonna bore me and then I have to come up with new hobbies. I would never give up writing though, writing's different, it's the source of my happiness. It's just, IDK, when will this be over *sigh* I wish I could time-skip to when everything's back to normal but then again is everything gonna get back to normal?? Or is this the new normal?????????????? UGHHHHHHHHHH.

I'll stop this here for now. Sorry if I sounded a little depressing I hope u didn't absorb any of the negative vibes through my writing. If u're holding up well, if u're doing great during this little pandemic, I am sooooo happy for u. I'm glad u are. Keep this up ^^ but if u're not so fine, not so happy not so SWAG :'( ,,just know that things will get better, probably not any time soon, probably yes, but things will get better. Hang in there okay? 

U know what I do when I'm not okay (apart from writing)? I make myself a cold, refreshing cup of iced coffee. I don't really like my coffee hot or warm haha. But if u like urs warm then go make urself a warm, nice, yummy cup of coffee. Or maybe if u don't like coffee.. go make urself some tea. If u don't like tea, go make urself some juice. If u don't like juice- well u know what? The point is, I treat myself to my favorite drink when I don't feel so good. So u should too. It may not make me completely okay, but it makes me feel slightly better :D That's just a suggestion. 

Above all, I wish u eternal happiness. I'll talk to u later! Cheer up! Au revoir~